1. |
Immor(t)al
01:29
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2. |
(Hum)antichrist
03:27
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there's something wrong with me but i can't point out what it is
blurring the eyes of all i know and see
i've only known
the feeling of dread and superficial fears
the life i've never wanted
with the tears i've shed, i could've made an ocean
but when my eyes bled, those tears burned in a swift motion
draining the blood of my soul
please just let me feel whole
IF THERE'S A GOD IN THIS FORSAKEN NIGHTMARE
I PRAY THAT I CAN JUST FEEL A SHRED OF HAPPINESS
BECAUSE EVERY NIGHT OF THIS LIFE
I FEEL LIKE THE PERSONIFIED ANTICHRIST
i'm blinded by the light that brought me into existence
how could i have known the aftermath
all i've ever wanted is to feel alive
the reaper comes for me
How am I supposed to feel when all I've known is nothingness
The nightmare of life coagulates
Internal damnation kills the soul in me
Please just set me free
DESTRUCTIVE IMAGERY
THE GRAVITY OF MY SINS
I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL THIS WAY
I'M SO TIRED OF THIS PRISON
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3. |
Break Stuff
03:07
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It's just one of those days
Where you don't want to wake up
Everything is fucked
Everybody sucks
You don't really know why
But you want to justify
Ripping someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, let the shit slip
Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, talking that shit
It's just one of those days
Feeling like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a bloodstain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cause I'm fucking up your program
And then your stuck up
You just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, let the shit slip
Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, talking that shit
Punk, so come and get it
I feel like shit
My suggestion, is to keep your distance
Cause right now I'm dangerous
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers
That want to step up
I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break something tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break something tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break your fucking face tonight
Give me something to break
Just give me something to break
How bout yer fucking face
I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw
A chainsaw
A motherfucking chainsaw
So come and get it
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, let the shit slip
Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, talking that shit
Punk, so come and get it
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4. |
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AS I WATCH MY FREE WILL CORRODING IN THE ARMS OF MY HIDDEN DEMISE
ALL THE THINGS I DESPISE
AND ALL THIS FOR SOME SHIT I SAID IN THE PAST
INSTEAD OF HELPING ME OUT, YOU ONLY STABBED ME IN THE BACK
FIVE FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE I CAN NEVER RECLAIM
FOR 15 MINUTES OF FAME?
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS PAIN?
AM I REALLY AS BAD AS I ALWAYS PROCLAIM
I CAN'T TAKE IT
SO RELEASE ME. FROM THIS ENIGMATIC FORTRESS
A MEGALOMANIACAL MISTRESS
BETRAYAL FROM THE ONES I USED TO TRUST
BACKSTABBED, LEFT TO DIE IN THE DUST
I WILL NOT BE DENIED!
(We will not be denied!)
MY BACK IS CARVED WITH LIES!
(They all left us behind!)
THROUGH PITS OF HELL I WADE,
(Taken by decay!)
TO SEE ANOTHER DAY!
(Foolish people pray!)
FIRE IS ALL THAT AWAITS!
(PRAY!)
(PRAY!)
I WILL MAKE THEM PAY!
(PAY!)
(PAY!)
RAZE ALL THAT REMAINS!
(BREAK!)
(BREAK!)
YOUR GODS MEAN NOTHING TO ME!
(ME!)
YOUR GODS MEAN NOTHING TO ME
THE DAY YOU DIE WILL BE THE DAY I FEEL THE MOST ALIVE
YOU'RE TELLING A ONE-SIDED STORY OF DECEIT AND EXAGGERATION
USELESS CAMPAIGN OF MUTATION
YOU LEFT ME IN MY DARKEST HOUR, LEFT ME CATATONIC
RIDICULED ME AS IF I'M NOTHING BUT PSYCHOTIC
I LOOKED UP TO YOU WHILE YOU LOOKED DOWN ON ME
BUT ALL OF IT WAS FOR NOTHING, SO I SEE
DYNAMICALLY ALTERING MY STATE OF MIND
YOU REVEALED YOUR TRUE COLORS, BREAKING THE BIND
"You preach to me as if you are my savior...but that couldn't be further from the truth. You cast me away when I needed you the most. You stabbed me in the back, when I showed you a moment of weakness, as if I was less than another soul plugged into this hologram. What a poor, poor fool I was...hehe...wouldn't you agree? Hahahaha…."
It's good to know that our entire friendship was a lie
Instead of being a friend, you fucking left me to die
let me say it to your face do, you fucking understand?
that i'm the BASTARD CHILD OF A TOXIC WASTELAND
SAY IT TO MY FACE, I'M THE ROOT OF ALL YOUR FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS
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5. |
Chaos Theory
06:03
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A PUBLIC DISPLAY OF HUMAN DECAY
JUSTICE DELIVERED BY GRUESOME DISPLAY
WE DON'T NEED TO FEEL LIKE WE'RE RIGHT OR WRONG
OUR MISSION IS SIMPLE, THIS WON'T TAKE LONG
WE FIGHT FOR THOSE WHO'VE BEEN MISHANDLED
EXTINGUISH THE UNJUST JUST LIKE A CANDLE
A FATE WORSE THAN HELL SHALL BE COMMENCED
AND THEIR BODIES DISPLAYED WITH VEHEMENCE
we do not forgive and we never forget
THE MEMORIES OF SUFFERING WILL NEVER RELENT
You caused them pain; we can deal you worse
Now go and play dead just as we rehearsed
CHAOS IS OUR NAME, BURN IT IN YOUR BRAIN
JUDGMENT IS COMING FOR THE SCUM THAT'S REMAINED
UNDER THE BLUNDERS OF ALL THOSE WHO PLUNDER
INNOCENT LIVES WILL TAKE OVER THE SKIES
NOW LET'S PLAY A GAME, CUT INTO YOUR SKIN
PAY FOR YOUR MISERABLE LIFE FULL OF SIN
BLOOD WILL BE SPILLED FOR THE ONES WHO'VE BEEN KILLED
A COUNTDOWN TO ZERO, DON'T CALL US YOUR HERO
Who needs “forgive and forget” when you “mourn and lament”?
Paint the skies with red, rid the world of dread, we have you read!
Who needs to “burn the bridge”; we’re forever on the edge!
The enemy’s head is the token; villainy forever is broken!
Traumatic redemption, a closure to abuse
we are the answer, we give you a use
let the games begin, this will be fun
time's running out, TRY SOME GOOD OL’ RUN & GUN!
A message to all who have wronged us:
Just Know This Isn’t Your Game To Win
Times running out, the walls are closing in
Now without further ado, SUFFOCATE IN YOUR SINS
To those who have seen the abuse,
We’ll pay it back tenfold
To those who were somebody’s muse
YOUR CRIES ARE HEARD
Whoever prolongs the abuse, We beat them all to bloodied-juice
JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED
We are the reapers of the sinful
Take a good long breath cuz it's your final.
You are not safe, no matter where you hide.
We are Chaos. Your fate is ours to decide.
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6. |
Atmos
06:34
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An echo rings in me like a prison,
An echo that refuses to listen.
Like a wrath in my brain
Telling me I'm to blame
Telling me that I'm really insane
Reminding me I’m not worth my success or fame
The voices get louder with every second passing
It never ends, despite my self-afflicted bashing
Symptomatic, egotistical disease
Discomforting synaptic response
Psychological sabotage
A neurological self destruction
I'm not what they see, They've never seen me
I've never loved the person that they hold dear
I forever await my final breath
And long for the sweet release of death
A systematically self-induced nightmare
The false sinful sense of pride
The neverending spiral of self-hatred
A trivial message of self-deprecation
If I were to indulge in these wretched calls,
Then what of those who believed in my cause.
What would it seem-
What would it be like for them to see-
What would happen to the one they chose to believe.
Yet this chain keeps me down in this endless sea.
I can’t shake that they were wrong to believe.
No (Yes) No (DO IT) NO (NOW) NO! (AHH!)
I don’t know how to think, I can’t think what I know.
Piling, Piling, heavier than a ton,
Baggage bringing down the good in my mind.
I cannot push on, I’m fuckin’ afraid
At the end of it all, what my friends will find.
This prison of flesh and bone
Is all I've ever known
Suicidal thoughts overpower me
Every morning I desire the eternal sleep
Medicated, does it really make a difference?
Inebriated by adrenaline and emptiness
Hollow minded self destruction and imprisonment
Deafened by my lack of sense of accomplishment
Even when I wish I wouldn’t wake up,
I want to see what they see in my life
I'm a FRAUD, I'm a TOURIST, I'm a FAILURE
IS WHAT I DESIRE A SIN OR JUST A NATURAL CAUSE
COMMUNICATION THROUGH INDECIPHERABLE MEANS
I AM MY OWN NEMESIS
AND IF YOU FIND ME DEAD ON A BLACKENED MORNING
DON'T WAKE ME UP
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Anxious, painfully awaiting
Coping, fearfully escaping
Burning, pretentious gaze
Remains, all that I've begun to raze
I'm a ghost with no purpose
The hollowness of my emotion barely scratches the surface
Drag me down to the darkest depths
The endless void of greeting death
I sit alone on the wings of this airplane,
wondering if I'll die alone or live with all my pain…
the tranquility of darkness befalls upon me
will I ever find myself again despite my wasted opportunities...
Is this really the answer?
Do these verses even help?
Or have I wasted my time?
Committing pointless catharticide?
The void feels peaceful
The emptiness resonates within my soul
If my suffering entertains you
Then are you fucking satisfied just yet?
Discomforting, the weight of thinking
Agonizing, the thoughts of sinking
The background of my suffering
This loss and guilt is smothering
The regurgitation of my mind's depression
To release for the world's concession
Unwelcoming me as the growing disease
Blood flow dropping, ready to cease
this is a cry for help
I can't take it anymore
save me from myself
cuz I don't feel like I'm human anymore
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8. |
Lost
05:43
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I see the lines in reality
Between them’s nothin but lies
Yeah, I can cry, but there’s gotta be
Something else to try.
I feel it-
Drifting away again,
My blank slate
Tearing away again,
Am I even me?
Just what do I see?
When I look in the mirror,
What will there be?
Nothing.
Sinking and sinking and falling before
I open my eyes but there’s nothing to mourn and
The thoughts they drift deeper, and deeper they go,
I dig into details, the past is unknown,
While the light, it grows brighter,
Yet darker it seems,
Am I seeing God or is this just a dream?
When the heavenly voice speaks, I feel so complete,
I just wish I could see
TAKE ME
AND BREAK ME
THE FEELINGS
KEEP JUDGING!
I BREATHE BUT
THE LIGHT DIES
CAN’T SEE NOW
WHAT I MIGHT BECOME!
Tidal waves crashing unto me…
The screams refuse to cease…
And although I cannot see
I’m carried on the breeze
And to thee I say hello,
Or goodbye,
Shadows fade from my eyes
Will I live,
Will I die?
Is it all just a lie?
Yellow jacket, tainted sweater, lo behold, nothing gets better,
Blood red rain and dusty weather, lo behold, nothing gets better
Darkness reigns for all the tremors, lo behold, nothing gets better
Blood red rain, and caskets weathered, lo behold, nothing gets better
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9. |
Parasitic
04:27
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PASSING REVELATIONS OVERCASTING DARKENED DAYS
THOSE WORDS SHOWED ME YOUR TRUE INTENTIONS
'NIPULATION FROM A SYSTEM, YOUR MECHANICAL PEAK
MANUFACTURED YOUR LIES IN A WAY THAT WAS DIFFERENT
JUST A LITTLE HINT FOR YOU,
THE ANSWER IS ME.
MAKE IT TO THE END OF THIS
AND LEARN WHAT THE QUESTION WILL BE
BUT I GOT A FEW POINTS,
GOTTA GET 'EM OFF MY CHEST,
SO I'LL CUT YOUR FUCKING WRIST,
AND I'LL LET THIS SHIT COMMENCE
EVERYONE IS HUMAN
[BUT YOU’RE THE PARASITE WE DETEST THE EXISTENCE OF]
TIME CAN HEAL THE WOUNDED
[BUT YOU CAN'T HEAL WHAT FUCKING DIES]
TEARING OUT YOUR VOCAL CHORDS
[SO YOU CAN'T TELL ANOTHER LIE]
I CAN'T TELL WHAT MATTERS LESS
[THE DIRT OR YOUR PATHETIC LIFE]
WHEN YOU INTRUDE INSIDE MY HEAD
I WANT TO REWRITE TIME AND BE THERE FOR HER
AND I KNOW YOU TOOK HER INNOCENCE
NO REASON TRYING TO FORGIVE AND FORGET
IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT,
THEN I'M DROPPING THE FACADE,
YOU'LL PAY, YOU FUCKING CUNT,
YEAH YOU'LL PAY FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE
YOU CALL YOURSELF A HUMAN
[BUT YOU'RE THE FUCKING PARASITE]
YOU CUT A FLOWER BLOOMING
[BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO FUCKING DIES]
I'LL NEVER BE YOUR LESSER, YEAH
['CAUSE HELL HAS GOT A SPECIAL PLACE]
AND I'LL NEVER FORGET HER, YEAH
[AND YOU'LL NEVER FORGET MY FACE]
YOU'RE THE SYNONYM FOR SCUM, SEARCHING
WAYS TO MAKE THE WORST PEOPLE LOOK SANE
THE GRIM REAPER FINDS NOTHING WORTH IT IN YOU
JUST KNOW YOU FUCKED WITH THE WRONG PERSON'S FAMILY
NOW SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES, YOU FUCKING BITCH
I MAY BE A SELF-AFFLICTED ANATHEMA, BUT I'LL MEET YOU IN HELL,
AND I'LL GLEEFULLY LAUGH
AS I TEAR YOU IN HALF
AND HEAR YOU SCREAM
FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME
YOU DON'T GET TO HAVE SECOND CHANCES, YOU FUCKING CUNT
...So if you want to know
How you'll pay for hurting her,
Then please just ask yourself...
"Who's my executioner?"
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10. |
Liminality
05:40
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out of the bounds of society
lies the home of the undermined
whereas the lack of sobriety
a failure to read betwixt the lines
agoraphobic mindset of the tragic abyss
a feeling that you're paralyzed
predormital judgment, breaking out in cold bliss
trapped in the spaces that only lie behind the eyes
BOW DOWN TO YOUR NEWFOUND SYSTEM
DISSOCIATE AGAINST YOUR WILL
THE DESTRUCTION OF ALL WHO FORGET THEM
CHOKE ON THE BLOOD THEY'VE SPILLED
SEPARATED FROM THE COMFORT OF REALITY
CLOSING THE LINE BETWEEN WHAT IS AND ISN'T
UNINVITING SACRED SPACE, LIMINALITY
TRAPPED IN AN ENDLESS CORRIDOR OF TORMENT
an exquisite internality of the scrutinized
a shroud of dissonant unspoken lies
a darkened viewpoint poised as a disguise
poetic injustice, your untimely demise
your first lesson in a plane of deceit
the emptiness of emotion and strife
a maze with no solution, it's indiscreet
a comforting presence at the end of your life
nightmares coming true
no escape this time
your final breath is due
you can run but you can’t hide
reality’s border
your time is imminent
death looms around the corner
cherish the time you’ve spent
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FORGIVE ME FATHER, FOR I HAVE SINNED
BETRAYED BY FAITH THAT I DARED TO QUESTION
A HIVE MIND OF ZEALOTS AND JEALOUSY
STRIKING ME DOWN JUST FOR BEING ME
INTOLERANCE BREAKS DOWN THE CRACKS BETWEEN YOUR SPINE
FAILURE TO READ IN BETWEEN THE LINES
BLESSED BE THE WRONG AND CURSE THOSE WHO DEFAME
JUST FACE IT I'M FAR TOO DAMAGED TO SAVE
NO AFTERLIFE WOULD WANT MY BROKEN MIND
SO JUST GIVE ME A REASON TO STAY ALIVE
IT'S DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE IN THE RIGHTEOUS
WHEN WE'VE SUFFERED TOO MUCH TO EVEN STOP THE VIOLENCE
SO GO AHEAD AND TAKE MY NAME IN VAIN
YOUR BOOK OUT OF CONTEXT WON'T CHANGE MY DISDAIN
MY MIND OVERTURNS AND I'M LOSING MY GRASP
I'M SLIPPING AWAY AND I'M FADING TOO FAST
YOUR GOD COMPLEX IS NOTHING BUT A SCAM
REMEMBER THAT I THINK THEREFORE I AM
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR DAMN BELIEFS
IF THERE IS A GOD, HE'S FAILED TO SEE
YOU GIVE YOUR BELIEFS A BAD REPUTATION
INCREASING STIGMA FROM NATION TO NATION
RATIONALITY DOESN'T WORK WITH YOUR MARK
ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH BEING LEFT IN THE DARK?
DRAG ME DOWN TO MY BREAKING POINT
I WILL NEVER BOW DOWN TO THE PROPHETS YOU ANOINT
I WILL NEVER FOLLOW YOUR SPITEFUL WAYS
I'LL FOLLOW MYSELF TILL THE END OF DAYS
BETRAYED BY THE ONE WHO CLAIMS FORGIVE AND FORGET
I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF WITH THIS MUCH REGRET
MY SINS HAVE OVERTAKEN ME, I'M A LOST CAUSE
NOW WATCH AS I TAKE MY FINAL FALLS
AS I FALL TO MY KNEES
EVERY BREATH I TAKE IS ANOTHER WASTED
AGONY LINGERING
EVERYTHING THAT I TOUCH IS VIOLATED
IT'S ALL A FANTASY
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR LIFE WAS A LIE
EMPTINESS FOR ALL TO SEE
THIS IS WHERE I DIE
DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS
TO BE COMPLETELY FUCKING NUMB IN YOUR GODDAMN MIND
I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT ANYMORE ALL I SEE IS BLINDNESS AND GENOCIDE
YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DON'T DO JACK SHIT FOR THOSE DEAD INSIDE
NO MATTER HOW LOUD I CRY I ALWAYS FEEL DENIED
YOU WOULDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO PRAY FOR ME
HYPOCRISY INFECTS YOUR FAITH
BLINDED BY YOUR OWN HATE
TAKE MY LIFE AND BURN IT DOWN
DISCRIMINATORY SPITEFUL SOUND
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12. |
Antitrust
05:15
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Fuck
Empathy falling away
My tolerance degrading
Keep adding fuel to the flame
It's never stopped the hating
My respect for your identity's the human way
But my respect for you is earned and can be taken away
Why is everything filled with pain?
With apathy and lack of grace?
The dead remains of what was great,
Being stained with outrageous claims,
To stir up hate and cause debate,
In a world where no one needs that, mate?
You fuckers want to call me the madman in a country
Full of ignorant and talentless wastes of the economy?
Who hesitates and gravitates to causing this dichotomy?
Demotivated, cannot take the tyranny of coming days,
Through everything you've done and said,
You still just simply can't explain?
Flaming consciousness wandering a wasteland
Nothing's ever broken to the man who lost the gate's chance
Mindless apparatus feeling nothing through the firewall,
Everything's a mind-block,
Draining all my life-blood,
Maybe everything sucks,
You're nothing but a bitch, huh?
You fuckers try to take away my rights
And expect me to just take it
You wanna call me the bad guy
But you're only campaigning for me to cease to exist
You'll never know what i've been through
Through this hell of mental illness and disdain
I'm not particularly innocent
But that doesn't make me fucking guilty
A lost grasp of sanity
Your retaliation is asinine
You forfeit your humanity
When you try to take away mine
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13. |
Statement
01:24
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14. |
Enemy (feat. Nickwuh)
09:18
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SEEKING THROUGH THE FLAMES
THE BLAZE
THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
HOPING TO FORGIVE BEYOND MY IRRATIONAL GAZE
The somber silence
Cuts so deep...
I know you can't find it,
You just can't see
All the violence
Behind the scenes
I'm a convicted criminal
Stuck in jail for free.
It's melancholy,
Hurts my body
But nobody
Sees what's on me.
And though I cry out,
Cry for a way out,
I trapped myself inside...
Where no one can hear my cries
CUT BY CUT THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING
DISSOCIATION FROM REALITY SICKENED
I'M HANGING BY A LOOSENED THREAD
DYSPHORIC AND NAUSEATINGLY FULL OF DREAD
I'VE SEEN SHIT NO ONE SHOULD EVER COMPREHEND
EVERYTIME I SMILE IT FEELS LIKE PLAYING PRETEND
I'M AFRAID, IT ISN'T HARD TO TELL
CUZ I DON'T FEEL SAFE WITHIN MYSELF
You aren’t me…
You just wanna be.
You aren’t me…
You’re not a real part of me…
You aren’t me.
Done with the trickery.
You aren’t me.
YOU’RE JUST MY ENEMY
Do I enjoy this pain?
As I play this game,
There’s pointed blame,
They’re all the same…
The burning fire
That lies in my heart
It burns and hurts,
but it warms it up...
This isn’t me,
I cannot be
What all these people are
Calling me.
A freak,
You think
You understand me?
You bicker
And figure
That it cannot be.
And I
Just find
It all so funny…
Cause this is all I ever wanted.
Can I tear off this mask yet?
Or do you want me to just fade away?
Clawing until it bleeds but you can't
Seem to just look the other way...
Being tortured by myself
Yet a thing that isn't me
All i've known and all i've seen
Who exactly do you think I'd be?
ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY YET
ARE YOU PROUD OF ALL THE BLOOD I'VE SHED
MY DUALITY TAKES OVER ME
MY NAME SHALL DIE IN INFAMY
I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN
THIS CYNICAL POINT OF VIEW IS KILLING ME
ENDLESSLY TEARING AWAY
IT HURTS TO BREATHE ANYWAY
DEMENTED VISIONS FLICKER
SEIZING CONTROL OF ME
I JUST WANT YOU OUT OF MY HEAD
FOR THE PAINLESS WAY I END UP DEAD
FUCK
SACRIFICE MY DARKER HALF
CUT IT OUT OF MY BODY
I NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS
THIS MALIGNANT MINDSET INFECTING ME
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