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1.
Immor(t)al 01:29
2.
there's something wrong with me but i can't point out what it is blurring the eyes of all i know and see i've only known the feeling of dread and superficial fears the life i've never wanted with the tears i've shed, i could've made an ocean but when my eyes bled, those tears burned in a swift motion draining the blood of my soul please just let me feel whole IF THERE'S A GOD IN THIS FORSAKEN NIGHTMARE I PRAY THAT I CAN JUST FEEL A SHRED OF HAPPINESS BECAUSE EVERY NIGHT OF THIS LIFE I FEEL LIKE THE PERSONIFIED ANTICHRIST i'm blinded by the light that brought me into existence how could i have known the aftermath all i've ever wanted is to feel alive the reaper comes for me How am I supposed to feel when all I've known is nothingness The nightmare of life coagulates Internal damnation kills the soul in me Please just set me free DESTRUCTIVE IMAGERY THE GRAVITY OF MY SINS I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL THIS WAY I'M SO TIRED OF THIS PRISON
3.
Break Stuff 03:07
It's just one of those days Where you don't want to wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sucks You don't really know why But you want to justify Ripping someone's head off No human contact And if you interact Your life is on contract Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's just one of those days It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit I think you better quit, let the shit slip Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit I think you better quit, talking that shit It's just one of those days Feeling like a freight train First one to complain Leaves with a bloodstain Damn right I'm a maniac You better watch your back Cause I'm fucking up your program And then your stuck up You just lucked up Next in line to get fucked up Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's just one of those days It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit I think you better quit, let the shit slip Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit I think you better quit, talking that shit Punk, so come and get it I feel like shit My suggestion, is to keep your distance Cause right now I'm dangerous We've all felt like shit And been treated like shit All those motherfuckers That want to step up I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw I'll skin your ass raw And if my day keeps going this way, I just might Break something tonight I pack a chainsaw I'll skin your ass raw And if my day keeps going this way, I just might Break something tonight I pack a chainsaw I'll skin your ass raw And if my day keeps going this way, I just might Break your fucking face tonight Give me something to break Just give me something to break How bout yer fucking face I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw A chainsaw A motherfucking chainsaw So come and get it It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit I think you better quit, let the shit slip Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit I think you better quit, talking that shit Punk, so come and get it
4.
AS I WATCH MY FREE WILL CORRODING IN THE ARMS OF MY HIDDEN DEMISE ALL THE THINGS I DESPISE AND ALL THIS FOR SOME SHIT I SAID IN THE PAST INSTEAD OF HELPING ME OUT, YOU ONLY STABBED ME IN THE BACK FIVE FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE I CAN NEVER RECLAIM FOR 15 MINUTES OF FAME? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS PAIN? AM I REALLY AS BAD AS I ALWAYS PROCLAIM I CAN'T TAKE IT SO RELEASE ME. FROM THIS ENIGMATIC FORTRESS A MEGALOMANIACAL MISTRESS BETRAYAL FROM THE ONES I USED TO TRUST BACKSTABBED, LEFT TO DIE IN THE DUST I WILL NOT BE DENIED! (We will not be denied!) MY BACK IS CARVED WITH LIES! (They all left us behind!) THROUGH PITS OF HELL I WADE, (Taken by decay!) TO SEE ANOTHER DAY! (Foolish people pray!) FIRE IS ALL THAT AWAITS! (PRAY!) (PRAY!) I WILL MAKE THEM PAY! (PAY!) (PAY!) RAZE ALL THAT REMAINS! (BREAK!) (BREAK!) YOUR GODS MEAN NOTHING TO ME! (ME!) YOUR GODS MEAN NOTHING TO ME THE DAY YOU DIE WILL BE THE DAY I FEEL THE MOST ALIVE YOU'RE TELLING A ONE-SIDED STORY OF DECEIT AND EXAGGERATION USELESS CAMPAIGN OF MUTATION YOU LEFT ME IN MY DARKEST HOUR, LEFT ME CATATONIC RIDICULED ME AS IF I'M NOTHING BUT PSYCHOTIC I LOOKED UP TO YOU WHILE YOU LOOKED DOWN ON ME BUT ALL OF IT WAS FOR NOTHING, SO I SEE DYNAMICALLY ALTERING MY STATE OF MIND YOU REVEALED YOUR TRUE COLORS, BREAKING THE BIND "You preach to me as if you are my savior...but that couldn't be further from the truth. You cast me away when I needed you the most. You stabbed me in the back, when I showed you a moment of weakness, as if I was less than another soul plugged into this hologram. What a poor, poor fool I was...hehe...wouldn't you agree? Hahahaha…." It's good to know that our entire friendship was a lie Instead of being a friend, you fucking left me to die let me say it to your face do, you fucking understand? that i'm the BASTARD CHILD OF A TOXIC WASTELAND SAY IT TO MY FACE, I'M THE ROOT OF ALL YOUR FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS
5.
Chaos Theory 06:03
A PUBLIC DISPLAY OF HUMAN DECAY JUSTICE DELIVERED BY GRUESOME DISPLAY WE DON'T NEED TO FEEL LIKE WE'RE RIGHT OR WRONG OUR MISSION IS SIMPLE, THIS WON'T TAKE LONG WE FIGHT FOR THOSE WHO'VE BEEN MISHANDLED EXTINGUISH THE UNJUST JUST LIKE A CANDLE A FATE WORSE THAN HELL SHALL BE COMMENCED AND THEIR BODIES DISPLAYED WITH VEHEMENCE we do not forgive and we never forget THE MEMORIES OF SUFFERING WILL NEVER RELENT You caused them pain; we can deal you worse Now go and play dead just as we rehearsed CHAOS IS OUR NAME, BURN IT IN YOUR BRAIN JUDGMENT IS COMING FOR THE SCUM THAT'S REMAINED UNDER THE BLUNDERS OF ALL THOSE WHO PLUNDER INNOCENT LIVES WILL TAKE OVER THE SKIES NOW LET'S PLAY A GAME, CUT INTO YOUR SKIN PAY FOR YOUR MISERABLE LIFE FULL OF SIN BLOOD WILL BE SPILLED FOR THE ONES WHO'VE BEEN KILLED A COUNTDOWN TO ZERO, DON'T CALL US YOUR HERO Who needs “forgive and forget” when you “mourn and lament”? Paint the skies with red, rid the world of dread, we have you read! Who needs to “burn the bridge”; we’re forever on the edge! The enemy’s head is the token; villainy forever is broken! Traumatic redemption, a closure to abuse we are the answer, we give you a use let the games begin, this will be fun time's running out, TRY SOME GOOD OL’ RUN & GUN! A message to all who have wronged us: Just Know This Isn’t Your Game To Win Times running out, the walls are closing in Now without further ado, SUFFOCATE IN YOUR SINS To those who have seen the abuse, We’ll pay it back tenfold To those who were somebody’s muse YOUR CRIES ARE HEARD Whoever prolongs the abuse, We beat them all to bloodied-juice JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED We are the reapers of the sinful Take a good long breath cuz it's your final. You are not safe, no matter where you hide. We are Chaos. Your fate is ours to decide.
6.
Atmos 06:34
An echo rings in me like a prison, An echo that refuses to listen. Like a wrath in my brain Telling me I'm to blame Telling me that I'm really insane Reminding me I’m not worth my success or fame The voices get louder with every second passing It never ends, despite my self-afflicted bashing Symptomatic, egotistical disease Discomforting synaptic response Psychological sabotage A neurological self destruction I'm not what they see, They've never seen me I've never loved the person that they hold dear I forever await my final breath And long for the sweet release of death A systematically self-induced nightmare The false sinful sense of pride The neverending spiral of self-hatred A trivial message of self-deprecation If I were to indulge in these wretched calls, Then what of those who believed in my cause. What would it seem- What would it be like for them to see- What would happen to the one they chose to believe. Yet this chain keeps me down in this endless sea. I can’t shake that they were wrong to believe. No (Yes) No (DO IT) NO (NOW) NO! (AHH!) I don’t know how to think, I can’t think what I know. Piling, Piling, heavier than a ton, Baggage bringing down the good in my mind. I cannot push on, I’m fuckin’ afraid At the end of it all, what my friends will find. This prison of flesh and bone Is all I've ever known Suicidal thoughts overpower me Every morning I desire the eternal sleep Medicated, does it really make a difference? Inebriated by adrenaline and emptiness Hollow minded self destruction and imprisonment Deafened by my lack of sense of accomplishment Even when I wish I wouldn’t wake up, I want to see what they see in my life I'm a FRAUD, I'm a TOURIST, I'm a FAILURE IS WHAT I DESIRE A SIN OR JUST A NATURAL CAUSE COMMUNICATION THROUGH INDECIPHERABLE MEANS I AM MY OWN NEMESIS AND IF YOU FIND ME DEAD ON A BLACKENED MORNING DON'T WAKE ME UP
7.
Anxious, painfully awaiting Coping, fearfully escaping Burning, pretentious gaze Remains, all that I've begun to raze I'm a ghost with no purpose The hollowness of my emotion barely scratches the surface Drag me down to the darkest depths The endless void of greeting death I sit alone on the wings of this airplane, wondering if I'll die alone or live with all my pain… the tranquility of darkness befalls upon me will I ever find myself again despite my wasted opportunities... Is this really the answer? Do these verses even help? Or have I wasted my time? Committing pointless catharticide? The void feels peaceful The emptiness resonates within my soul If my suffering entertains you Then are you fucking satisfied just yet? Discomforting, the weight of thinking Agonizing, the thoughts of sinking The background of my suffering This loss and guilt is smothering The regurgitation of my mind's depression To release for the world's concession Unwelcoming me as the growing disease Blood flow dropping, ready to cease this is a cry for help I can't take it anymore save me from myself cuz I don't feel like I'm human anymore
8.
Lost 05:43
I see the lines in reality Between them’s nothin but lies Yeah, I can cry, but there’s gotta be Something else to try. I feel it- Drifting away again, My blank slate Tearing away again, Am I even me? Just what do I see? When I look in the mirror, What will there be? Nothing. Sinking and sinking and falling before I open my eyes but there’s nothing to mourn and The thoughts they drift deeper, and deeper they go, I dig into details, the past is unknown, While the light, it grows brighter, Yet darker it seems, Am I seeing God or is this just a dream? When the heavenly voice speaks, I feel so complete, I just wish I could see TAKE ME AND BREAK ME THE FEELINGS KEEP JUDGING! I BREATHE BUT THE LIGHT DIES CAN’T SEE NOW WHAT I MIGHT BECOME! Tidal waves crashing unto me… The screams refuse to cease… And although I cannot see I’m carried on the breeze And to thee I say hello, Or goodbye, Shadows fade from my eyes Will I live, Will I die? Is it all just a lie? Yellow jacket, tainted sweater, lo behold, nothing gets better, Blood red rain and dusty weather, lo behold, nothing gets better Darkness reigns for all the tremors, lo behold, nothing gets better Blood red rain, and caskets weathered, lo behold, nothing gets better
9.
Parasitic 04:27
PASSING REVELATIONS OVERCASTING DARKENED DAYS THOSE WORDS SHOWED ME YOUR TRUE INTENTIONS 'NIPULATION FROM A SYSTEM, YOUR MECHANICAL PEAK MANUFACTURED YOUR LIES IN A WAY THAT WAS DIFFERENT JUST A LITTLE HINT FOR YOU, THE ANSWER IS ME. MAKE IT TO THE END OF THIS AND LEARN WHAT THE QUESTION WILL BE BUT I GOT A FEW POINTS, GOTTA GET 'EM OFF MY CHEST, SO I'LL CUT YOUR FUCKING WRIST, AND I'LL LET THIS SHIT COMMENCE EVERYONE IS HUMAN [BUT YOU’RE THE PARASITE WE DETEST THE EXISTENCE OF] TIME CAN HEAL THE WOUNDED [BUT YOU CAN'T HEAL WHAT FUCKING DIES] TEARING OUT YOUR VOCAL CHORDS [SO YOU CAN'T TELL ANOTHER LIE] I CAN'T TELL WHAT MATTERS LESS [THE DIRT OR YOUR PATHETIC LIFE] WHEN YOU INTRUDE INSIDE MY HEAD I WANT TO REWRITE TIME AND BE THERE FOR HER AND I KNOW YOU TOOK HER INNOCENCE NO REASON TRYING TO FORGIVE AND FORGET IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT, THEN I'M DROPPING THE FACADE, YOU'LL PAY, YOU FUCKING CUNT, YEAH YOU'LL PAY FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE YOU CALL YOURSELF A HUMAN [BUT YOU'RE THE FUCKING PARASITE] YOU CUT A FLOWER BLOOMING [BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO FUCKING DIES] I'LL NEVER BE YOUR LESSER, YEAH ['CAUSE HELL HAS GOT A SPECIAL PLACE] AND I'LL NEVER FORGET HER, YEAH [AND YOU'LL NEVER FORGET MY FACE] YOU'RE THE SYNONYM FOR SCUM, SEARCHING WAYS TO MAKE THE WORST PEOPLE LOOK SANE THE GRIM REAPER FINDS NOTHING WORTH IT IN YOU JUST KNOW YOU FUCKED WITH THE WRONG PERSON'S FAMILY NOW SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES, YOU FUCKING BITCH I MAY BE A SELF-AFFLICTED ANATHEMA, BUT I'LL MEET YOU IN HELL, AND I'LL GLEEFULLY LAUGH AS I TEAR YOU IN HALF AND HEAR YOU SCREAM FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME YOU DON'T GET TO HAVE SECOND CHANCES, YOU FUCKING CUNT ...So if you want to know How you'll pay for hurting her, Then please just ask yourself... "Who's my executioner?"
10.
Liminality 05:40
out of the bounds of society lies the home of the undermined whereas the lack of sobriety a failure to read betwixt the lines agoraphobic mindset of the tragic abyss a feeling that you're paralyzed predormital judgment, breaking out in cold bliss trapped in the spaces that only lie behind the eyes BOW DOWN TO YOUR NEWFOUND SYSTEM DISSOCIATE AGAINST YOUR WILL THE DESTRUCTION OF ALL WHO FORGET THEM CHOKE ON THE BLOOD THEY'VE SPILLED SEPARATED FROM THE COMFORT OF REALITY CLOSING THE LINE BETWEEN WHAT IS AND ISN'T UNINVITING SACRED SPACE, LIMINALITY TRAPPED IN AN ENDLESS CORRIDOR OF TORMENT an exquisite internality of the scrutinized a shroud of dissonant unspoken lies a darkened viewpoint poised as a disguise poetic injustice, your untimely demise your first lesson in a plane of deceit the emptiness of emotion and strife a maze with no solution, it's indiscreet a comforting presence at the end of your life nightmares coming true no escape this time your final breath is due you can run but you can’t hide reality’s border your time is imminent death looms around the corner cherish the time you’ve spent
11.
FORGIVE ME FATHER, FOR I HAVE SINNED BETRAYED BY FAITH THAT I DARED TO QUESTION A HIVE MIND OF ZEALOTS AND JEALOUSY STRIKING ME DOWN JUST FOR BEING ME INTOLERANCE BREAKS DOWN THE CRACKS BETWEEN YOUR SPINE FAILURE TO READ IN BETWEEN THE LINES BLESSED BE THE WRONG AND CURSE THOSE WHO DEFAME JUST FACE IT I'M FAR TOO DAMAGED TO SAVE NO AFTERLIFE WOULD WANT MY BROKEN MIND SO JUST GIVE ME A REASON TO STAY ALIVE IT'S DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE IN THE RIGHTEOUS WHEN WE'VE SUFFERED TOO MUCH TO EVEN STOP THE VIOLENCE SO GO AHEAD AND TAKE MY NAME IN VAIN YOUR BOOK OUT OF CONTEXT WON'T CHANGE MY DISDAIN MY MIND OVERTURNS AND I'M LOSING MY GRASP I'M SLIPPING AWAY AND I'M FADING TOO FAST YOUR GOD COMPLEX IS NOTHING BUT A SCAM REMEMBER THAT I THINK THEREFORE I AM I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR DAMN BELIEFS IF THERE IS A GOD, HE'S FAILED TO SEE YOU GIVE YOUR BELIEFS A BAD REPUTATION INCREASING STIGMA FROM NATION TO NATION RATIONALITY DOESN'T WORK WITH YOUR MARK ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH BEING LEFT IN THE DARK? DRAG ME DOWN TO MY BREAKING POINT I WILL NEVER BOW DOWN TO THE PROPHETS YOU ANOINT I WILL NEVER FOLLOW YOUR SPITEFUL WAYS I'LL FOLLOW MYSELF TILL THE END OF DAYS BETRAYED BY THE ONE WHO CLAIMS FORGIVE AND FORGET I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF WITH THIS MUCH REGRET MY SINS HAVE OVERTAKEN ME, I'M A LOST CAUSE NOW WATCH AS I TAKE MY FINAL FALLS AS I FALL TO MY KNEES EVERY BREATH I TAKE IS ANOTHER WASTED AGONY LINGERING EVERYTHING THAT I TOUCH IS VIOLATED IT'S ALL A FANTASY WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR LIFE WAS A LIE EMPTINESS FOR ALL TO SEE THIS IS WHERE I DIE DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE COMPLETELY FUCKING NUMB IN YOUR GODDAMN MIND I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT ANYMORE ALL I SEE IS BLINDNESS AND GENOCIDE YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DON'T DO JACK SHIT FOR THOSE DEAD INSIDE NO MATTER HOW LOUD I CRY I ALWAYS FEEL DENIED YOU WOULDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO PRAY FOR ME HYPOCRISY INFECTS YOUR FAITH BLINDED BY YOUR OWN HATE TAKE MY LIFE AND BURN IT DOWN DISCRIMINATORY SPITEFUL SOUND
12.
Antitrust 05:15
Fuck Empathy falling away My tolerance degrading Keep adding fuel to the flame It's never stopped the hating My respect for your identity's the human way But my respect for you is earned and can be taken away Why is everything filled with pain? With apathy and lack of grace? The dead remains of what was great, Being stained with outrageous claims, To stir up hate and cause debate, In a world where no one needs that, mate? You fuckers want to call me the madman in a country Full of ignorant and talentless wastes of the economy? Who hesitates and gravitates to causing this dichotomy? Demotivated, cannot take the tyranny of coming days, Through everything you've done and said, You still just simply can't explain? Flaming consciousness wandering a wasteland Nothing's ever broken to the man who lost the gate's chance Mindless apparatus feeling nothing through the firewall, Everything's a mind-block, Draining all my life-blood, Maybe everything sucks, You're nothing but a bitch, huh? You fuckers try to take away my rights And expect me to just take it You wanna call me the bad guy But you're only campaigning for me to cease to exist You'll never know what i've been through Through this hell of mental illness and disdain I'm not particularly innocent But that doesn't make me fucking guilty A lost grasp of sanity Your retaliation is asinine You forfeit your humanity When you try to take away mine
13.
Statement 01:24
14.
SEEKING THROUGH THE FLAMES THE BLAZE THROUGH ALL MY DAYS HOPING TO FORGIVE BEYOND MY IRRATIONAL GAZE The somber silence Cuts so deep... I know you can't find it, You just can't see All the violence Behind the scenes I'm a convicted criminal Stuck in jail for free. It's melancholy, Hurts my body But nobody Sees what's on me. And though I cry out, Cry for a way out, I trapped myself inside... Where no one can hear my cries CUT BY CUT THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING DISSOCIATION FROM REALITY SICKENED I'M HANGING BY A LOOSENED THREAD DYSPHORIC AND NAUSEATINGLY FULL OF DREAD I'VE SEEN SHIT NO ONE SHOULD EVER COMPREHEND EVERYTIME I SMILE IT FEELS LIKE PLAYING PRETEND I'M AFRAID, IT ISN'T HARD TO TELL CUZ I DON'T FEEL SAFE WITHIN MYSELF You aren’t me… You just wanna be. You aren’t me… You’re not a real part of me… You aren’t me. Done with the trickery. You aren’t me. YOU’RE JUST MY ENEMY Do I enjoy this pain? As I play this game, There’s pointed blame, They’re all the same… The burning fire That lies in my heart It burns and hurts, but it warms it up... This isn’t me, I cannot be What all these people are Calling me. A freak, You think You understand me? You bicker And figure That it cannot be. And I Just find It all so funny… Cause this is all I ever wanted. Can I tear off this mask yet? Or do you want me to just fade away? Clawing until it bleeds but you can't Seem to just look the other way... Being tortured by myself Yet a thing that isn't me All i've known and all i've seen Who exactly do you think I'd be? ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY YET ARE YOU PROUD OF ALL THE BLOOD I'VE SHED MY DUALITY TAKES OVER ME MY NAME SHALL DIE IN INFAMY I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN THIS CYNICAL POINT OF VIEW IS KILLING ME ENDLESSLY TEARING AWAY IT HURTS TO BREATHE ANYWAY DEMENTED VISIONS FLICKER SEIZING CONTROL OF ME I JUST WANT YOU OUT OF MY HEAD FOR THE PAINLESS WAY I END UP DEAD FUCK SACRIFICE MY DARKER HALF CUT IT OUT OF MY BODY I NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS THIS MALIGNANT MINDSET INFECTING ME

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ZB!-008

"This is the best album released in 2022" - kai

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released December 25, 2022

Composition:
Tracks 1, 13: Aidan Molson
Tracks 2, 5, 7, 10: Aspyn Gardener
Tracks 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9, 10, 11, 12, 14: Caden Hopkins
Track 7: Marcus Viruet
Track 8: J.W. Hardt
Track 12: Reagan Hockborn

Lyrics:
Tracks 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9, 10, 11, 12, 14: Caden Hopkins
Tracks 2, 5, 7, 9, 12, 14: Aspyn Gardener
Tracks 4, 8, 9, 12, 14: Jordan Posluszny
Tracks 4, 5, 6, 7, 14: Alex Richmond
Track 5: Brodie Tomovcik
Track 11: Aidan Molson

Track 3 originally performed, written, and composed by Limp Bizkit

Synths on tracks 4, 5, 7 by Aidan Molson

Solo on tracks 7, 9, 11, 12 by J.W. Hardt

Mixing:
Tracks 1, 13: Aidan Molson
Tracks 2, 3, 6, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12: Caden Hopkins
Tracks 2, 4, 5, 7, 14: Aspyn Gardener

Samples:
Track 1: Wade Nixon
Track 6: Bruno Powroznik
Track 11: Westboro "Baptist Church"

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