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Atmos

from Atmos by Rhythmic Thoughts

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An echo rings in me like a prison,
An echo that refuses to listen.
Like a wrath in my brain
Telling me I'm to blame
Telling me that I'm really insane
Reminding me I’m not worth my success or fame
The voices get louder with every second passing
It never ends, despite my self-afflicted bashing

Symptomatic, egotistical disease
Discomforting synaptic response
Psychological sabotage
A neurological self destruction

I'm not what they see, They've never seen me
I've never loved the person that they hold dear
I forever await my final breath
And long for the sweet release of death

A systematically self-induced nightmare
The false sinful sense of pride
The neverending spiral of self-hatred
A trivial message of self-deprecation

If I were to indulge in these wretched calls,
Then what of those who believed in my cause.
What would it seem-
What would it be like for them to see-
What would happen to the one they chose to believe.
Yet this chain keeps me down in this endless sea.
I can’t shake that they were wrong to believe.
No (Yes) No (DO IT) NO (NOW) NO! (AHH!)
I don’t know how to think, I can’t think what I know.

Piling, Piling, heavier than a ton,
Baggage bringing down the good in my mind.
I cannot push on, I’m fuckin’ afraid
At the end of it all, what my friends will find.

This prison of flesh and bone
Is all I've ever known
Suicidal thoughts overpower me
Every morning I desire the eternal sleep

Medicated, does it really make a difference?
Inebriated by adrenaline and emptiness
Hollow minded self destruction and imprisonment
Deafened by my lack of sense of accomplishment

Even when I wish I wouldn’t wake up,
I want to see what they see in my life
I'm a FRAUD, I'm a TOURIST, I'm a FAILURE
IS WHAT I DESIRE A SIN OR JUST A NATURAL CAUSE

COMMUNICATION THROUGH INDECIPHERABLE MEANS
I AM MY OWN NEMESIS
AND IF YOU FIND ME DEAD ON A BLACKENED MORNING
DON'T WAKE ME UP

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from Atmos, released December 25, 2022

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