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Enemy (feat. Nickwuh)

from Atmos by Rhythmic Thoughts

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lyrics

SEEKING THROUGH THE FLAMES
THE BLAZE
THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
HOPING TO FORGIVE BEYOND MY IRRATIONAL GAZE

The somber silence
Cuts so deep...
I know you can't find it,
You just can't see

All the violence
Behind the scenes
I'm a convicted criminal
Stuck in jail for free.

It's melancholy,
Hurts my body
But nobody
Sees what's on me.

And though I cry out,
Cry for a way out,
I trapped myself inside...
Where no one can hear my cries

CUT BY CUT THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING
DISSOCIATION FROM REALITY SICKENED
I'M HANGING BY A LOOSENED THREAD
DYSPHORIC AND NAUSEATINGLY FULL OF DREAD
I'VE SEEN SHIT NO ONE SHOULD EVER COMPREHEND
EVERYTIME I SMILE IT FEELS LIKE PLAYING PRETEND
I'M AFRAID, IT ISN'T HARD TO TELL
CUZ I DON'T FEEL SAFE WITHIN MYSELF

You aren’t me…
You just wanna be.
You aren’t me…
You’re not a real part of me…
You aren’t me.
Done with the trickery.
You aren’t me.
YOU’RE JUST MY ENEMY

Do I enjoy this pain?
As I play this game,
There’s pointed blame,
They’re all the same…
The burning fire
That lies in my heart
It burns and hurts,
but it warms it up...
This isn’t me,
I cannot be
What all these people are
Calling me.
A freak,
You think
You understand me?
You bicker
And figure
That it cannot be.
And I
Just find
It all so funny…
Cause this is all I ever wanted.

Can I tear off this mask yet?
Or do you want me to just fade away?
Clawing until it bleeds but you can't
Seem to just look the other way...
Being tortured by myself
Yet a thing that isn't me
All i've known and all i've seen
Who exactly do you think I'd be?

ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY YET
ARE YOU PROUD OF ALL THE BLOOD I'VE SHED
MY DUALITY TAKES OVER ME
MY NAME SHALL DIE IN INFAMY

I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN
THIS CYNICAL POINT OF VIEW IS KILLING ME
ENDLESSLY TEARING AWAY
IT HURTS TO BREATHE ANYWAY

DEMENTED VISIONS FLICKER
SEIZING CONTROL OF ME
I JUST WANT YOU OUT OF MY HEAD
FOR THE PAINLESS WAY I END UP DEAD
FUCK

SACRIFICE MY DARKER HALF
CUT IT OUT OF MY BODY
I NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS
THIS MALIGNANT MINDSET INFECTING ME

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from Atmos, released December 25, 2022

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